We've Moved

Blogger has been great to us for all these years!  They've done nothing wrong.  Just trying to keep the entire family housed under one roof so the blog has moved to my website.  here are the directions!!!!  Hope you will stop by and visit us soon!!!

"Let Go, Be Bold, Unfold"

As my blog will attest I've been searching for my unique stylistic voice.  I have this huge vision for my work but it gets clouded by the pesky little voices in my head that tighten me up and restrict creative flow.  Last week I was introduced to Flora S Bowley's book "Brave Intuitive Painting - Let go, be bold, unfold"

It is an inspiring and encouraging book that allows me to explore "working from a place of curiosity and letting go of fear." I am taking the rest of this year to explore the exercises in this book and thought I would share a few of the unplanned paintings I generated this week.  Except for (1) there were no sketches involved, no value studies, no color studies, just pure unadulterated painting with all the inherent imperfections.

I am realizing that the imperfections are what give a painting life and character.

Am I Deserving???

So....this happened to me this week...

A special thanks to Nate William @n8w and Illustration Mundo @imundo 

To be featured on a site that promotes artists to Agents, Editors and Art Directors is a BIG deal.

To have been hand-selected by such a talent as NATE WILLIAMS is an EVEN BIGGER DEAL.

AND

then I did these...

 and got frustrated...

and wanted to go hide in a hole...

& someone said they 'looked forced'

and wondered if I was deserving of any sort of feature/highlight/accolade...

or if I will ever figure out my work...

or how to paint...

or really quit giving a s**t and just 

LOOSEN UP AND CREATE LIKE A KID AGAIN!!!!!

Will all this gnashing of teeth one day lead me to greatness??

On Hiatus...

I am going on hiatus!

Why?

I need to spend less time on the internet and more time with my sketchbook and crayons.

Check back in with ya'll soon.

WIP Wednesday 7 AUG 2013

I've been slowly matriculating my blog postings to my website in a effort to cut DOWN on the number of times and places I need to login.  

I will post here on a weekly basis my most recent WIPs.

I hope you will continue to follow along.

Love & Hugs!

Jenn

See Horse Evolution

This was a fascinating process for me.  

Kirsten Hall @HallWaysKirsten the Managing Agent, USA at Bright Group - International 

put out a Twitter blast asking for (bored) illustrators to make her a rainbow seahorse.

I knew I had a seahorse in my sketchbook pile so I loaded it up and answered the call.

She responded:

"That is fantastic. Color it! Seriously!"

So I did!

She responded:

"Love it. Can he look happy?"

So I went back the the drawing board and attempted happy...(not a normal emotional state for me - I had to Google reference photos)

It is harder than you think to make a seahorse look happy!

*where, exactly, is their mouth?*

*do they have eyebrows?*

I learned a lot about the evolution of creativity, about pushing through and digger deeper.

I learned that I can get stuck on being TOO LITERAL and GETTING STUCK IN MY HEAD.

I learned that I give up too soon and too easily on a lot of my projects

I learned a bit about art direction and how it forces an artist to think outside their own little box...(I LIKE ART DIRECTION, BTW...)

*how does one make a seahorse look happy?*

*how does an artist who can't really paint find a happy medium?*

When I closed the book on my seahorse last night I wasn't sure of his success so I posted him on Facebook and went to bed.

This morning my notifications were off the charts!  I've never had so many likes on a single image unless it was a post about my daughter or my dog!!!

A Caldecott Award winning illustrator, whom I admire greatly, messaged me to say the "new illo was banging!" - it was such a lovely compliment!!!

So, my little seahorse may not look the happiest (and I wept many a frustrated tear in his crafting)

but he sure made a lot of people smile today!!!!

Including me...

and I thank God for that gift!!!!!

What's Old is New

I've been working on my painting skills with some old sketches.  I think, deep down, I am really fighting the urge to work with the real stuff: gouache, crayon, cut paper; you know, the scarey things that go bump in the night and make you wake up in a cold sweat screaming "WHAT IF I MAKE A MISTAKE?"

NEW

OLD

NEW

OLD

I think I am finding a happy medium, though!!!

*pun* 

Drawing Inspiration

"Don't give up on trying to do what you really want to do.  Where there is love and inspiration, I don't think you can go wrong." ~ Ella Fitzgerald

A big struggle of mine, often, has been WHAT to draw...feeling inspired!  That hasn't been the case lately.  I am full to BURSTING with ideas.  The struggle now is getting them all down on paper.

It is when I decided to tap into the well-spring of MY HEART that the greatest inspirations have started to pour out...my characters are gaining more life, more validity and becoming much more honest!!!! My lines are becoming more confident and I think I am becoming a better emotional storyteller.

I am starting to see LOVE on the paper

Recently I stumbled upon the story of Tarra & Bella! 

*yes, I know, apparently I've been living under a rock since I am just now learning about this dynamic duo* 

I allowed myself to feel all sorts of painful emotions and realized the best way to cope would be to tell their story in my own words...

their's is a wonderful story of friendship and loss.

Sad

Endearing

Enduring

& ultimately inspirational!

Power to the Peculiar

I am on this mad mission to capture the essence of peculiar children the world over!!!

Why?

Because I feel there is great power in being

distinctive, different from the usual or normal, special, particular, odd, curious, eccentric, and queer.  This summer I am reading Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children & Quiet: The Power of Introverts In a World That Can't Stop Talking

In an excerpt from the latter: 

But we make a grave mistake to embrace the Extrovert Ideal so unthinkingly. Some of our greatest ideas, art, and inventions—from the theory of evolution to van Goghʼs sunflowers to the personal computer— came from quiet and cerebral people who knew how to tune in to their inner worlds and the treasures to be found there.

In a family of TYPE A's I battle constantly with being 'misunderstood' and I've exhausted myself for decades trying to fit into the great American "Extrovert Ideal"

What about us, the peculiar, makes the extrovert so uncomfortable??????

I think we need to treasure kids that don't fit the 'ideal' by immortalizing them in picture books & early readers.

WHERE ARE THE 21ST CENTURY PIPPY LONGSTOCKINGS???????

My style of illustration was recently dubbed 'peculiar'...at first that smacked of insult.  But now I don't care.  I am growing quite fond of my distinctive, odd, curious and queer cast of characters.  I just know they will one day mark their own unique place in history!

Slow and Steady...

has helped me find my groove, my aesthetic & my favorite tools.  Now I am finally figuring out how to work it.  If I have one word of advice to the newbie/novice/more beginner than me types it is PATIENCE!!!!!!!!

Keep working at your own pace.

Know that the work you are doing today may not be your best work.

Keep at it.

Don't show it all...

Listen to your gut...it knows if you aren't being honest!!!!

   

A Work In Progress! Never Give Up On Your Dreams!

This month is my 3 year illustration 'dream' anniversary so I thought I'd show you how far I've come. They say 'a picture is worth a thousand words' so here is the one that started it all.

On a balmy night in June 2010 I dug out an old sketchbook, Sharpie pen and Prismacolor markers that, surprisingly, still worked 17 years after their last use in college.

I haven't been able to stop drawing since...

My style has evolved - A LOT.

But I still look upon this sketch with a great deal of love, for in it there was a tremendous amount of joy, humor, selflessness & abandon!

So here is how I've progressed...

Amazing what practice, patience and persistence can do...along with a whole lotta vision, faith and desire.

The dream is still progressing, bigger goals still need to be reached...

don't stop climbing.

But every once in awhile take a look down & see how far you've come!!!

IF: Sweet/Children

Well...I am a week or so behind, but I did finish my 'Sweet' illo for the Illustration Friday -5/31/13 theme. And I have a sketch in the work's for this week's CHILDREN theme...just in time for Father's Day!!!!

(that's a National Geographic they are looking at, btw :)

IF: Liquid

*Brain Freeze*

IF: Future

“The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.” 

― Eleanor Roosevelt

Hug A Bug...

Or a tree... 

Or a cat...if you prefer.

Haven't had much time to do anything other than doodle but I am keeping the pencil lead sharpened and this chipper gal keeps popping up in my sketchbook.

Hope to be back in the studio this weekend...now that all the bits and bobs are hooked back up and put back into place.

Can't wait to incorporate elements of these two techniques into my process:

Digital Watercolor by Tracy Bishop

From Sketchbook to Screen by Renee Kurilla

*the world feels wide open and full of possibility*

HUG IT!!!

Stuck...

I won't go into the details...but I am stuck...been stuck...trying to become unstuck.  Ever get that way in life? Creatively?  How do you become unstuck w/out becoming unglued?

Still sorting out this one...Dad's arm needs to move, need to add a moustache, I don't like how the bed blends into his pants and the negative/white space is driving me batty.

Spring Break 2013

Is over... :(

I did a lot of this...

Spring cleaning and repainting rooms that haven't been retouched in 11 years.  Phew.  2 more big rooms to go and lots and lots of trim work.  But I figure it's better to get it all done this Spring so that I can devote the summer to doing lots and lots of this...

Oh...and remember when I said my daughter won Regional Gold in the Scholastic Art and Writing Contest????  WELL, she went on to win a NATIONAL GOLD MEDAL!!!!! Thanks to my loving parents we will be able to see her receive her award at Carnegie Hall later this Spring.

IF: Yesterday

"Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut, that held its ground"

~David Icke

Working on painting a commission piece based on one young lady's many yesterdays with her dad

who died a few years back.